JeNeLL's LOVES

Stupid Fool

2010-08-15T09:25:00.000-07:00

How do u feel when ur bf tell u love dun exists? Saying things without knowning ur words r hurting me? Or should I say knowning tat ur words will hurt me & u still say it. Im serious in my current relationship & I've nvr love someone till I can gif up everything for him b4 like nw.. Bt y? If there's no love, wat am I to u? I wan to settle dwn in tis relationship & to b ur wife. I did & gone thru so much, will u even love me & marry me? My wish is juz a joke to u.

FHM event at SENTOSA..

2010-05-01T11:52:00.000-07:00

A BIG BIG THANK YOU FOR PPL WHO ARE THERE TO GIVE US UR SUPPORT.. :)

yougurt wrestling game of the day !!!

Sick & Tired Of My Unreasonable & Violent Parents..

2010-05-01T11:18:00.000-07:00

I, Joyce Ong Li Qing hereby declare that everything i've written here are true. No lies.
Before anything happen to me or my dearest boyfriend, i want to say out some problems that im facing & who causes it. I'm 21 yrs old this year. By right I should have a happy life with the guy i truely love, my friends, my school & my work. Bt unfortunately, I'm having a terrible & stressful life since last year because of my parents. They are over in doing everything. Till this age im still having my curfew which let me feel I'm being tie so tightly till i can't breathe. My parents got comments on everything i do & who I'm with. Why can't I just have the right to choose my own boyfriend & love who I want? Every time when my parents quarrel with me, they will sure call or sms my boyfriend which i don't see any reason for them to do all this when my boyfriend don't even know anything. Other than this, my father still threaten to beat me up, find my boyfriend & beat him up, cause things happen to us outside. As for my mum, she keep sending sms to my boyfriend , threaten to go up is house. I don't know what's the problem with them. I work as sales promoter, my mum say im useless. I b a model, my mum say i do dirty jobs. I dress nicely & make up my mum say i'm like prostitute. I get gd results in school yet she say ITE teach me bad. I can't even have my own friends even they are girls. I'm really tired of my unreasonable & violent parents. To the end, I will wan to say, I really love my boyfriend very very very much. If 1 day my boyfriend is going to break with me or leave me, I will let my parents regret for life.

七情六欲

2010-01-30T07:23:00.000-08:00

醉了吧，反正清醒更断肠

无力去原谅你背叛

算了吧，反正有你更孤单

你不会知道遗忘有多难

给你的心不要你还，痛不要你偿

陪你走过一段，七情六欲全都品尝

爱你的苦不要你扛，泪不要你挡

七情六欲打翻，笑着哭哭着笑去想，你的模样

走了吗？走到哪里都一样

你不肯搬出我心上

断了吗？断了见面想不断

为何我总是为难我的慌

*给你的心不要你还，痛不要你偿

陪你走过一段，七情六欲全都品尝

爱你的苦不要你扛，泪不要你挡

七情六欲打翻，笑着哭哭着笑去想，你的模样 *

Feel lyk a fool. Bt i juz cant stop myself for being a fool.

2010-01-13T08:58:00.000-08:00

Well, I haf 2 admit I'm so sad & disappointed.. All u do is hide as many things as possible frm me.. I'm ur gf yet u dun share ur probs wif me. I'm much more willing to hear or gif a helping hand. bt how Im being treated? All the way till we went temple, ask me help u den u say out u r havin nightmare & stress. bt when i ask, u dun even wan to tell me wats ur nightmare abt. Wat is there to b so secretive to hide all sorts of things to me? How can I dun feel pain to see my precious bf tis way? When can u realise n c how much effort I've put in & how much I love u? Even the LOT wrote, " For anything done against ur conscience, u will eventually suffer incalculable harm..". Wat haf u done or hide u know it urself. Haiz... I realli hope u will realise I'm forever the 1 stayin by ur side & nvr leave b4.. If can, ur love & faithfulness to me will b much appreciated. Baby boi, I juz want to say I LOVE YOU!

Hubby sick, I oso nt feeling well..

2009-12-20T10:06:00.000-08:00

Hubby ytd complain he has a bad headache when we r goin to bed.. He didnt slp well. Saw him wake up in the middle of the nite oso. When we woke up in the morning, baby was havin fever. I feel so xin tong to c baby sick. I dun feel well oso.. Having sore throat & feelin giddy. Bt i muz stay strong to take care of my baby. Lucky baby fever is nt tat bad. I wan my baby faster get well.. =(

*Bao bei I will b here taking care of u.. MUACKS!*

Baby say wan watch movie.. So we went AMK hub to eat our lunch & watch Bodyguards & Assassins. *Nice show* I shed tears at the ending part of the show. So many ppl was killed juz to protect the Sun Yat-Sen. & they r all nice ppl. There r ppl willing sacrifice their lives no matter is for their familes, their love ones or wateva. BUT WHY? Why izzit always gd ppl die? Its really so unfair.. Feeling so sad.

Wif my Hubby..

2009-12-18T10:47:00.000-08:00

So happy tat my baby send me hm today.. :)

Went town wif my hubby to buy his glasses & watch Avatar 3D at 6P.M.. *Nice Show*

Baby bought me a cute stitch.. So nice rite? I love it man! Muacks!

After movie, we went for some photo taking at Orchard Central.. We took a long escalator from L7 all the way to L11. My baby scared of height. He was so serious on that escalator. *Sayang Sayang*

I really enjoy being wif my baby so so so much.. I'm so deeply in love wif him. I swear I'm goin to stay by his side to love him for the rest of my life no matter wat..

*MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS! Lao Gong Wo Ai Ni !!!*

I'm worried..

2009-12-15T09:09:00.000-08:00

Seeing my baby lying on the bed wif his eyes open, cant slp, makes me so worried. I dun even know wats in his mind. Sometimes even hugging me to slp, his eyes is still open. I'm so afraid there is someone else in his mind. I realli hope i can know wat he is thinking deep inside. wat is he hiding from me or others. Realli hope things is going to b fine. I'm here.. I'm always here waiting for him to realise I'm there for him all the time.

I LOVE HIM..

*Please dun let me worry anymore*

其實還愛你

2009-12-15T08:23:00.000-08:00

我討厭　陰天的風　冷得那麼刺痛
只有你　能夠撫平所有的寂寞
昨天的風箏在角落
被誰丟到了路口
我很不想讓你找到離開的理由

每一夜　閉上眼睛　我看到了惡夢
你微笑　但是旁邊的人不是我
天空切開一道裂縫
直接割到我心中
不想裝作脆弱　也不想愛得懦弱

其實我非常愛你不想失去你
難道我沒有權利說我不愿意
你給了他的吻　雖然只有餘溫
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心

我知道他很愛你你怕他傷心
我每天假裝開心害怕你離去
可不可以任性　求求你不要去
藏在我心裡　最後一句　其實還愛你

2009-12-10T10:56:00.000-08:00

Love Is Blind

It's late bt I'm still here missing my boy.. My mind juz cant stop thinking of him. 1 thing I haf to admit, Yes! I've falling veri deeply for him. I've nvr ever fall so deeply b4 until i met him. However, it mayb a challenge 4 me & there r things which i need to overcome. As he himself oso know tat the way he treat me is different from how his frens or some other guys treat their gf. Askin me y I love him, I can only say I love him for who he is. There r no specific reason for loving someone. I dun love becoz of LOOKS, FIGURE, MONEY, CAR.. What i expect from my boy is juz for him to love only me & faithfulness. Being with him is the happiest moment in my life. Nothing is going to b more important than him. Nobody can ever replace him in my heart. Things mayb difficult, bt im willing to use all my time to earn his trust & let him c through my heart to know tat i realli love him. I realli wish i can say things clear to him & stop his misunderstandin. Bt i was nt given the chance to do so. I'm nt sure if i can b 1 of the girls blog tat he read.

Bt if he happens to read, I wan to say...

Baby, I've nvr ever cheat on u. I love u so much. I'm sorry for throwing temper & my attitude sometimes. Its all becoz i hope i can b pampered by u, u will hong me & dote me more. I may throw temper or show attitude sometimes, bt my heart still cares for u & love u a lot. Lao Gong Wo Ai Ni !!!

Customized Braids

2009-11-10T08:54:00.000-08:00

Customized Braids

PRICE: $3.50 each

Color will be slighty darker than the pic shown above. Can choose your own color. Maximum 3 colors. But do check with me if the color is available.

Xiao_Qing_89@hotmail.com

Maroon 2-Way Sling / Hand carry Bag

2009-11-10T08:26:00.000-08:00

Maroon 2-Way Sling / Hand carry Bag

PRICE: $30 (meet up)

2-way bag. Can be sling or carry on hand. Suitable for differnt occasion. Price tag didn't remove. Bought for RM129 but i'm only selling it for $30. There is a zip at the back & 2 inner zip inside the bag.

- BRAND NEW
- IN GOOD CONDITION

COLOR: Glossy Maroon

Xiao_Qing_89@hotmail.com

Introducing My Life...

2009-11-01T09:36:00.000-08:00

This is me & my baby boi..The reason y i'm putting it here is becoz I wan the whole world 2 noe tat he is everything in my life. My life, my everything. I juz simply love him so much & he is the 1 who I wan 2 stay 2gether wif 4 the rest of my life. I swear! There's nth 2 b afraid of or hide abt. Coz he is my 1 & only 1..

*However, mayb 2 some ppl swear is nth. Bt I only need my dearest baby boi 2 trust me. I dun care how ppl tink. I juz wan 2 b wif u & love u. I will use my whole life time 2 prove 2 u tat i'm serious in tis relationship. I'm true 2 u & I love u whole heartedly..

Bao Bei Hubby..............

GATSBY Handphone Strap (LIMITED)

2009-10-31T11:48:00.000-07:00

GATSBY Handphone Strap (LIMITED)

Price: $1.50 each

Its cute! Small mini Gatsby with the smell..

Xiao_Qing_89@hotmail.com

Collar long top with belt

2009-09-12T11:01:00.001-07:00

Collar long top with belt ( Brand New )

Price: $29.90 (meet up)

Colours: Black

Size: Free Size

Measurements: Length: 90cm | Width: 45cm | Chest: 45cm | Shoulder: 36cm| Sleeves length: 28cm

Material: Cotton, not stretchable

( Sleeves can be adjusted with the button. )

Xiao_Qing_89@hotmail.com

BROWN COW SKIN SLING BAG (SOLD)

2009-09-12T10:48:00.000-07:00

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~~BROWN COW SKIN SLING BAG~~ (SOLD)

PRICE: $28 (meet up)

- BRAND NEW
- IMPORT
- IN GOOD CONDITION

Xiao_Qing_89@hotmail.com

Adidas Vintage Airline Bag

2009-09-12T10:40:00.000-07:00

Adidas Vintage Airline Bag

PRICE: $50 (meet up)

100% AUTHENTIC with tag. This bag cost $75. Only used once. So now selling at $50 (meet up).
There are three pockets, a large strap and a vintage-style Adidas logo.

- IN GOOD CONDITION

Xiao_Qing_89@hotmail.com

Twist-Pleated Top

2009-09-12T10:34:00.000-07:00

Twist-Pleated Top

PRICE: $20 (meet up)

Twist-pleated trim woven top which features adjustable spaghetti straps, pinching below the bustline, an attached self tie sash, a 3-button back placket, and a finished bottom hem.

- 26" approx length from shoulder to hem
- 100% cotton; Machine wash cold

- Free size ( most suitable for M or L )

COLOR: Deep Sky Blue

contact me at: Xiao_Qing_89@hotmail.com